The worst feeling in the world...

 When I am seeing a friend who is hiring so bad. Watching their pain, and having my heart break for them. When there is nothing I can do to help. This is the worst feeling in the world. I wish I could be the hero. I wish there were a way for me to fix everything. The truth is, that this desire is not reachable.

I am learning more and more of the importance prayer plays. In the midst of a broken heart, in the midst of experiencing pain, when I feel helpless; these are the times that I am learning that prayer, more that ever is the most important thing that I can do. It should be my first instinct. 

I often tell God, that I have no idea how to pray. All I know is that I need His help more than anything.